sept 30 but i am so tired

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 Oh my god. Very tired. Went for little walk and listened to some Night Vale. Very sunny and must have been some kids' event on as many children blowing bubbles in the streets. Stomach cramps so went home early. Maybe from eating so many mandarins. They are small and very good. Perfect fruit no notes.

Still much work to do but am trying not to freak out. Am trying to look after myself. 

Should buy iron supplements!

Love,

M

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